Hangers are everywhere. Our closets have hangers with
clothes of various sorts hanging on them, but none of them have ever captured
my attention like this old plastic hanger. Nevertheless, there it was, hanging
all by itself. As I stood there a thought entered my mind, “Leave it alone”.
To my surprise this was not as easy as it sounded. I began
to wonder, why leave it alone? Why, not put it with all the other hangers? It
is after all just one hanger. One silly little hanger. “Close the closet door”,
a gentle thought passed through my mind. Slowly, with tears falling from my cheek,
I closed the closet door. I looked around the empty condominium. “One hanger,
for the one who will not move with us”, I softly spoke to the air.
I stepped out the front door of the condo and all I could
think of was the hanger in the closet. Maybe I needed the hanger. The hanger
became a symbol of that which does not come with us. Dad is in a place that I
will one day go, but for now he cannot go with us. As I drove the two hours
north to mom’s new neighborhood the words of the prophet came to mind, “God
does not delight in the death of anyone, but wills that all would come to
repentance and live” (my paraphrase).
The hanger began to take on a new image of thought. God
doesn’t want any hangers left in the closet. He desires to bring all the
hangers to himself. Some hangers will resist that will, and chose to remain separated
from God. When Jesus stood at the tomb of Lazarus we are told that he wept.
Many have given opinions about why tears ran down his cheeks. I cannot speak
for the Jesus on this, but maybe he wept because that is what humans do when we
look at death. There is no delight in death, not even when we know the result
will be eternal life.
Death, even though it is only for a short time, brings separation.
Separation took on the image of a hanger in the closet. The new residents will
likely look at the hanger and toss it in the trash. After all, when the hanger
was separated from its purpose and possessor, it was of little value. The new
family brought their own hangers, why would they want someone else’s stuff.
I am so thankful, that although I was separated from God, he
came for me. He did not leave me hanging. Instead, he became human and hung for
me, on the cross. He opened my closet of separation, rejoiced with great rejoicing,
and declared, “At last, my hanger is come home!” I could never move toward him,
but as though I had found him, God welcomed me into his family, calls me child,
and though death may separate me one day from my family, in God’s closet I will
never be left behind.
I never tire listening to you share Jesus and yourself.
ReplyDeleteYour wisdom and ability to share your personal heart thoughts with such vulnerability always touches my heart.
Your hanger was my closing the pole barn door...
❤